simple.blue
{Tuesday, October 21, 2003 . }

Wow yea. Something came over me yesterday, or earliar this morning. That's all.

I apologize to those who I blew off today. I feel much better and know that I can only smile and have hope and keep the faith. So that's what I'll do. Now and Forever.

You're Still The One...

- The Fool

Joe blogged on 7:26 PM


I sit here, 2 in the morning. Wide awake. My eyes refuse to close. Tears, for once, run freely down my face. Am I happy for once that I am crying? Of course not.

Have I forsaken myself? Will I be in a self-purgatory once again? What has fate chosen for me? Will I forever be like this? Unable to rest my eyes. Have I damned myself to what is to come? Do I deserve what is to come? Why am I the way I am?

Does Love triumph over all? I still think so. Is there good in every thing? I still think so. Is my future going to be changed? Will I not have the comfort of the future? Do I fear it? Of course I do. I am in the hands of fate. And it seems like I walked right into them. I am forever frozen in this spot until fates decides to place me back in the trail, or until she throws me out and forever.

Scared, more scared than I have ever been in my entire life.

I can't prepare myself for this one. Devistation. Damnation. Self-purgatory. Complete silence. Complete lonliness.

These eyes of mine will not rest till the verdict is dealt.

- The Fool

Joe blogged on 2:08 AM

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